If you purchased mycolors and no longer have them you need to view the money you paid as a donation to Stardock and move on because you will never get what you paid for.
If you bought a series of magazines [with or without a subscription] and then threw them out you will no longer have those either.
It is identical to ALL purchased products.
You buy them and they are yours.
You lose them later and you won't have them anymore.