When I thought things couldn't get any worse, they did yesterday. though it feels like just today because I've not been able to sleep due to stress, hurt and anxiety, despite not having slepy for 3 days previously because of the upheaval in my life right now. It is now approching 3.00am and I'm not even in the slightest bit tired [though I should be exhausted both physically and mentally after the last few weeks] so hopefully the 3 cans of Jim Beam, something I promised myself 14 years I'd never indulge in again, will help me get some sleep. I would have opted for meeds but there are none here I can take, so the Beam is my last resort.
Anyway, mother [not that she deserves that title anymore] was out and Shaunna came down with her new partner and Bianca with her partner to help me pack so I could vacate by the weekend as request.... demanded. Now all was going well until she came home and started on at Bianca for no good reason. She was asked by Bianca to leave her out of it but mother persisted with hostility and followed her to where the rest of us were. I asked her nicely to leave "the poor girl alone, it has nothing to do with her" and the next thing she's attacking us all with hostility, foul language and abuse.
Thing is, we tried to ignore her, but no matter, she kept it up and even followed us from room to room with her tirade as we continued to pack, I noticed that an Asus laptop I bought from her and paid for was missing from my desk so went to ask for it. No way no how was she giving it back to me, despite excepting my money for it, nor was she willing to refund my money, stating that without a written receipt I could not claim ownership even though I had proof of money changing hands. Well I saw red that she'd treat me that way so I snatched it and smashed it across my knee.
Well that did it, she rang 000 [911 in the US] and told the operator I was smashing up the [rented] property along with all her possessions. Next thing we hear is sirens and the cops arrive. Never laid a hand on her but she wanted me charged with assault, wilfull destruction of her property and trespass. The cops could see she was just being a hysterical trouble making bitch after taking statements from all of us, but under the law I was going to be removed from the property without my possessions and taken to the watchhouse at her insistence. Had Shaunna and Steve not stepped in and said that I could stay with them, I would have been in jail 'til next Monday.
The upshot of it all is that the cops will come over the weekend to keep the peace while we get the rest of my stuff out. Now Bianca's partner photographed everything of mine and told police he had done so because my scavenging sister was there starting to rifle through my stuff to see what she could pilfer. Anyway, the cops told her to leave my stuff alone, that it had all been photographed and if anything was missing she would be charged.
And I'm not done with her, either. She lied to the cops about various things when she wasn't there, not until after it had all gone down, so I have arranged for a drug raid on her house because she is a cannabis, speed and ice user, as is her son who is also staying at her subsidised home without paying rent that would be due had she declared his being there 6 months ago. He also cooks ice, so they're all going down... I told her not to fuck me over by assisting mother to have me jailed with her lies, so now I'm going to fuck her over far worse. Not only will she be visited by police about the drugs, local and state health authorities will be brought in because of the dangerous chemicals leeching into the drains, etc; then she will be called upon by the state housing authority for having numbers of non-sanctioned persons residing in her subsidised housing for the last 15 years while charging them rent and not handing over to the housing authority/her landlord under the terms of tenancy
I am generally a peaceful, happy-go-lucky person who wouldn't hurt anyone, but I won't be fucked with, and my former sister knows it, so what's coming to her is deserved given the lies and betrayal.
Oh well, given the turn of events in recent weeks, I consider Shaunna and Bianca, her kiddies, their respective partners to be family now. Even my own son and daughter have become drug fucked and alcohol affected, neither is redeemable/saveable, and I'm too bloody old to be fighting a losing battle with or for people who have absolutley no respect for me or themselves.
Yeah, I'm pretty angry, and I'm guessing it shows, but I'll get over it and move on. In fact, I'll be better off without the lot of them, less stress, less worrry, less anxiety and depression. Tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life and I'll do alright. I'm okay for accomodation for a while and I will get an affordable place of my own through contacts of Shaunna's and Steve's
