Dude! This looks like one of my all-time favorite shades of blue called Periwinkle!
The community is behind you mickeko and from what I'm looking at, you've got something special going here.
This is a gift. It takes skills, talent, patience with plenty of trials filled with self doubt.
As long as you put your heart into it, you'll be fine. Talk to Kitty, vStyler and the other brilliant pros, they'll tell you the truth and will help you along. Remember, everyone can't do this! The pros are the first to tell you, this is hard as hell! I know I can't do this yet.
So there it is.
With an eye like this I don't think luck is a factor, so knock it on out the ballpark!